Update - I'm not feeling too goodSorry for disappearing guys, I'm still not feeling 100%, but most of the issues are gone. My heart still goes funny sometimes, though. :\
I spoke to my parents about it and what do you know, they dismissed it.
I won't go into detail, I shouldn't be so openly sharing my own stupid problems. I was kinda out of it when I wrote that entry anyway.I'm sorry for not replying to everyone's comments/notes just yet, I'll get around to it.. Eventually.
Ugh. 270 Deviations, 118 Messages.
I've already gone through about 1/3 of them too!
Sorry guys but I'm deleting most journals. There is no way I'm reading through all that. Ones from friends I'll read though.
I think I'll have to stop watching journals, unless they are from friends. I'm sick of signing in to 20+ journals every day. They just build up like crazy. Been avoiding dA because of it too.
Now if you'll excuse me, I have pixel nags to take care of, deviations to look at and journals to delete.
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Something's wrong with my heart, I think.
It feels like it's struggling. My hands are shaky and I can't really walk well, i'm weak. Legs are wobbly. I wobbled myself in a doorway and am now sporting some nice bruises yeah
Head is pounding too, I just took some crappy piss weak pain killers
I'm so tired too i told my mum and she just told me it's because i slept too long
stfu woman you're an idiot, i don't know why i bother with her yeah
it's such a strange feeling and i don't like it, i spent 3 hours after waking up laying in bed waiting for it to go away so i could get down (my bed's a bunk but with a desk underneath.. so i have to climb down a ladder) feel like i'm gonna faint or just pass out or something
took pain killers because i got a pounding headache too. piss weak things they enver do anything for me
what deity did i piss off this time
ohwell, got to go care for my pixel nags on capalls before i drown in self pity
Tired
Devious Comments
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Crusher: Yee haw here we go!
Harley: NOOOOO I DON'T WANNA!!!
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"The LORD is gracious, and full of compassion; slow to anger, and of great mercy." -Psalm 145:8
"Weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning."-Psalm 30:5
--What about side-by-side with a friend?--Legolas ROTK
I'm feeling a little better now, my head is a bit clearer.. i still can't stand up thoguh
head feels clearer, i feel stronger.. but my heart still feels.. for lack of a better description, fucked up.
What have you been eating the last few days?
Do you fingers and toes feel numb? Are you dizzy?
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Are you the big spoon... or the little spoon...when you spoon?
My finger and toes are fine but I am kind of dizzy but mostly when I stand. What are you thinkin?
I have to get checked for it like every 6 months because I get dizzy and weak and black out. Sometimes I go partially blind in one eye (i just like see blury things) and my legs get weak and i get shakey.
I walk into doorways...but thats because my parifrial vision is slightly off. xD
Im also like always tired.
Do you pee a lot? And are you hungry and thirsty alot?
Are you crabby? lol
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Are you the big spoon... or the little spoon...when you spoon?
Now why hadn't I thought of that..
I get fainting spells that come and go, I am blind in one eye and have been for as long as I can remember. Totally blurriness.
I don't walk into a lot of things, but I do tend to run into my animals if they come up on my left.. Darned animals should know better. =_=
Don't pee, eat or drink a lot, I don't think. Probably the opposite really. I am however definitely crabby the majority of the time. Also very tired, every day without fail no matter how much or little sleep I get. That could have something to do with my insomnia though.
Plus there's a family history there, grandparents on both sides have it, not sure which type.
Blood sugar levels have something to do with it, right? I always make a big cup of sugary tea if I'm not feeling well, but I never really put two and two together...
I'm starting to feel a lot better now (had some lollies, you guys call it candy, right? anyway..) but my heart still feels pretty bad.
I should probably get tested.. But that involves needles, doesn't it? I hate needles.
It doesnt hurt.. You just get a little prick and then they test your blood.
Last time I had mine done... (i have really low blood sugar.. I have no idea what its called)
But i got my finger pricked and they tested my blood.
my blood count: good
my hemoglobin: good
bloog sugar: 51. Which isnt that bad.. but I ate like half a box of animal crackers for breakfast that morning xD
I still dont have to to take meds for it. Becuase it isnt like bad enough or something. I dont know...
i hope you get it checked out
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Are you the big spoon... or the little spoon...when you spoon?
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